Kingdom Kindness: June Bride
Author: Andrew Comiskey
June 01, 2024
We celebrate Pride Month by showcasing Jesus’ Kingdom
kindness: how His love invites and enables sexually wounded people to become
fruitful. May every testimony we feature this June persuade you that ‘the
kindness of God leads us to repentance’ (Rom. 2:4).
Amanda Smith insisted that her wedding kick off Pride Month.
‘I want to start my new life with Rich by declaring that Jesus really changes
lives.’ Amanda lives Gospel transformation: from gender dysphoria and intense
same-sex attraction to a woman of beauty and reason, now ready for the love of
a good man.
Her fiancé Rich agreed and put the pedal to the metal to
ensure a well-organized wedding on June 1st. He shares Amanda’s commitment to embodying
redemption as a couple; his story of a stoney heart becoming tender complements
Amanda’s trek beautifully.
He mused: ‘When Jesus is at the center, there is always hope.
He offers redemption to everyone, me included. I took Him up on it.’ Though
I’ve had the privilege of mentoring Amanda for years (she came to DSM from
Montana in search of a healing community), I’ve walked with Rich for the last
year and love how this hard-edged dude (a veteran of some seriously bad
relationships with women, made worse by some seriously crazy fundamentalism as
a kid) now addresses others with moist eyes and words attuned to their needs.
Amanda asked me to vet Rich a year ago. As I walked with him
through Living Waters, I witnessed his heart becoming infused with Divine
Mercy, first for his own failures then welling up to love this woman. He
invested considerable energy trying to persuade Amanda that he was worthy of
her love. ‘She was hard to get, a straight shooter, but always from a place of
kindness in Jesus. I’ve known many women who claimed to be Christian and lived otherwise.
Amanda walks in truth like no other.’
His focus helped persuade Amanda: ‘He didn’t let up. I could
see his love for Jesus was deep and growing. But I needed to know that we could
walk and talk out real things that came up in our relationship.’
Finding the right words to express hard things—a challenge
for both. Rich is on a crash course in constructive communication. And for
Amanda, who grew up with a volatile mother, Rich’s words can provoke old wounds.
‘It’s not easy discerning his good intentions from “accusation.” We are
learning to expose our vulnerabilities to each other’ (e.g. wounds, ‘vulnus’ in
Latin), said Amanda. For Rich, that means emerging from the shadow of a failed
marriage and the threat that he is capable of dishonoring Amanda.
‘Harming Amanda gives me holy fear,’ he admitted. ‘I am
motivated to not repeat my past sins against women toward her.’ He stands tall
for Amanda, but on trembling legs. She in turn dignifies Rich, based on the
training Amanda has undertaken to dignify men. When asked how she sorted out challenges
with more than a few dating relationships that preceded Rich, she replied, ‘I chose
to see each man as a gift, to have compassion on him. Wasn’t too hard; God did
the same for me.’
Kingdom kindness. Jesus gave Himself freely to both, and
both are taking Him at His Word, one day at a time. Together, Rich and Amanda
are growing exponentially as Kingdom citizens.
‘As 40-somethings, we want people to hope for partnership,’
said Amanda. ‘We hope our marriage can bear witness to the unfailing love He
shows two who entrust themselves to Him.’ ‘And we want the Body of Christ to reveal
Jesus’ tenderness and power to hurting people,’ added Rich. ‘He’s perfect,
we’re broken, but we can make Him known better.’
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